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| I know I look terrible lol, but what can you expect? |
My visiting nurse came in the evening to change the dressing on my catheter, and not long after my mom came over too. It was a full house, very nice, but at the same time overwhelming for me. By the time my mother left I was beyond spent. I try to be strong in the company of others, especially my family but that alone is exhausting enough and I end up breaking down when everyone leaves. My husband says I'm too concerned about everyone else's feelings, he says I need to let myself be sick and cared for right now. I'm afraid to upset everyone and let them see me at my weakest. I'm stubborn, I need to look strong! Keeping that image up has been hard lately. So I guess in this moment of weakness all I ask is just for your affections, love, care, thoughts, a joke, anything genuinely simple enough to make me smile for a second. I need your attention right now :\ it distracts me from nausea, it makes me feel better when now all I can do is lay in bed for days and wait this out.
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Thanks for the update. Its ok to break down ur going threw alot letting it out is good. But dont worrie about us We going cry wuth u and on r own it just the way thing r when u LOVE someone so much. But it just Show we r there with u threw everythIng. It show ur a caring person event when ur down u think of other that is something that most people dont have. So cry when u want will understand.
Hi nina! I hope your feeling a littke better i hope to see you guys soon for Thanksgiving! If you cant make it up ill have to make plans to go down there. Ill have off for a few days so i will talk to my aunt and see what is going on. Xoxo
You could visit my photography site here: http://www.facebook.com/WeAreUSPhotography :) I'll say a few prayers for you, part of bravery is allowing others in. love.
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